its 5:35 am and I just ate 3 slices of french toast, and scrambled Egg beaters and half an apple. I am now sipping as much water as I can before the sun begins to rise.

Today insha'allah (God Willing) I an going to fast for the sake of Allah, for the first time.

I hope to spend the day in worship, refraining from bad things like lying and swearing (yes i'm going to try not to swear all day). I very excited and also very very nervous about what is going to happen today and if I will be able to complete my fast. Insha'llah I will.

Its almost fajr time.. I have to go start my journey..

May Allah, The Al-Mighty Most Merciful accept my fast and answer my prayers. ameen

Mashaallah!! You have nothing to worry about your fasting. Just always start your fasting with "niyyah". Ramadhan is a cure. Don't fail to praise Allah, and ask forgiveness by reciting "Astaghfirullahil adheem wa atoobo ilayh" as much as you can. Goodluck in your new journey..Inshaallah Allah's guidance will always be on your way. Allah said in His Holy Qur-an "...remember Me and I will remember you" Goodluck!! :)